To My Wonderful Sis

I was going through my old stuff on the computer and found this. I had written it about you, I might have even posted it on my myspace blog a really long time ago. I just wanted to remind you of it tho...ENJOY! i love you...

--We have come a LONG way since we were young! we've gotten so much closer, shared so many more experiences and have gone through so many more hard times together. the past few years have been somewhat of a challenge for our family and without her, honestly, i don't know how i could have overcome those challenges. i would be so lost and confused without her. sometimes i try to picture what my life would have been like without her...and its pretty much impossible to do so. its been a tad bit hard....ok forget that...its been EXTREMELY hard having her grow up and move out. it just makes me wonder...where has time gone? i'm sure we all ask ourselves that sometimes! looking back on our high school years together...the times we were the closest...i can't help but think of all the memories we shared together. i don't think she'll ever realize how much of a strength she was to me and still is! the first couple years of high school were really tough for me...believe it or not! so many struggles...sometimes i seriously felt life wasn't worth it. i wanted to give up...but she was always there helping me through my problems and lifting me up. i don't think i've thanked her enough. she's always been my inspiration...she inspires me in so many ways i didn't think were possible! all my life i've looked up to her, i've been so amazed by what she has, can, and has yet to accomplish. she WILL do great things! i know that someday she will make a change in peoples lives...for she has made many changes in mine. growing up in the church has been such a strength in our lives. without the gospel, honestly, i can't even begin to imagine what our lives would be like! i know she would agree with me on that one. i've always been so astonished at what an amazing testimony of christ she has. she's always trying to do better, and always trying to do whats right. i look up to her for that! i love you! i miss you! thank you for EVERYTHING!--